21.12.12 The world hasn't end. Life goes on with more QUESTIONS. How would 2013 be? Will I be able to get a scholarship? Will I enter Taylor's University? Will I regret taking a law degree?
Two families from Singapore came for Christmas this year(correction: LAST YEAR) along with my grandma . It was fun having them around. They really enjoyed the karaoke system my dad bought. We sang everyday after dinner till midnight. Cousins that came were all girls so we all slept at my room. The feeling of having a lot of people around me is really good. That also explains why I normally hate long holidays. Its because I hate the feeling of loneliness. Another uncle of mine also from Singapore came a week before Christmas. But I only spent two days with them. Christmas seem so short this year. I love Christmas and it was always the best day of the year. However, this year's Christmas isn't as interesting as the previous Christmas' I had. I suppose I forgot the most important thing which is also the main reason why we celebrate Christmas. Christmas is to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ. I suppose I neglected this.
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| This is what we cousins did for Christmas :D |
I got a headphone from my sister for Christmas. The headphone is super expensive. O.O My sister has always been very good to me. But I have not done anything for her yet. D: My parents got me a CD player for Christmas too! I love the CD player very much. My BEST friends got me chocolate! A accessory hanger from my uncle, a snow globe from Sam, more chocolate from Pastor's wife and a special toothbrush from Sg Buloh chinese methodist church. My sister and my parents gave me presents that total up to be more than a thousand. Its really a lot for Christmas. I'm afraid I'll get spoilt. As the youngest child in the family, I know I'm a bit spoilt. And I always feel bad about this. But I got more this year. Hopefully, I can control myself.
Very soon, in 8 days I will start my A levels exam. And I know I should be well prepared by now. BUT I'M NOT! Very disappointed with myself. Am I able to make it in 8 days? Will God punish me with bad results? God has always been very good to me. He gave me miracles. But I don't know how to appreciate it. I feel really bad sometimes. I don't want to disappoint my parents and my siblings. I should do better! Should work harder.
Tomorrow and Thursday will be the Orientation day for the 1301 January intake students. Friday will the day for their morning games. Argh. Have to go college before 7am for this three days. I will need to study in college. I need more self control!!!
Going to stop blogging during my exams. And hopefully I will remember to blog after my exams! :D
Dear God, please allow me to get closer to you this year and to continue to trust and have good faith in You. Also, to achieve good results to honor your name and not forgetting to have more self control and be more discipline and hardworking. Amen.
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